To Blog or Not to Blog. That’s a good question…

Now I have a journal that I write in pretty much every day, but blogging, now that’s different. My journal holds my deep dark thoughts, my nuisance irritations and those things that no one (well almost no one) knows about me. Those are things I wouldn’t really ever think about blogging because everyone would figure out I’m nutzoid O_O . But hey, why not blog about the things everyone already can see. My instagram is linked to my page here so you all can see what I see–or at least what I take pictures of. Now I should let you guys behind the scenes… creativity is the key. The key to difference, change, love and passion. 

                                                 Saddle up cause you’re in for a ride. Bumpy? Might be a little more or less than you’re used to. Exciting? Depends on what you like to see. Random? Ohhhhhhh yes. But its worth the ride to see something exciting right? To feel something novel about something new? …


Long time no write. Wanna know why?

Long time no write.

Yes, it has definitely been a while, but I have a reason! No, not excuse, reason. Besides school and work and bills and such I’ve been putting together something BIG. My own business: tutoring. Yeah sooooo…. educational. But still it is up and… walking! Very slowly. But that’s just because I haven’t gotten my name out there much. So here’s to that! 

                            College Students Helping High School Students. 

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I’m afraid the quarrel of my life and body has gone on too long. Has been drawn out by the taunts of hopefulness…
How daunting is its cries.
How powerful are mine
My cries are as overwhelming as the waves of a broken dam yet are hidden to the naked eye… As the gears of my heart, my mind, my emotion, my life force grinds slower with my remaining strength i hope for them not to rust.
I hope, i hope and wish only to my demise. My doom. For there is nothing anyone can do…
I’m afraid the quarrel of my life and my body has gone on too long. Too long…
But not nearly long enough.


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Not alot of people even think about wanting to go to hell.or dying.. But do you kno wat ur gettin into if you make it to heaven? im gonna give you a point of view and you tell me if you believ the hype afterwards. Its a paradise. an oasis if u will. no violence, no sadness no lost loved ones no danger. sounds perfect. but fer how long will it b that way? your bliss will begin to…”Decay” if you will , once your lovely afterlife becomes routinely perfect. when you become disgusted by the fact that there will Never be anything to run from , ne’er in sight will there be anything thrilling. your anxiety fades within you as u find out Paradise is extremely lack-luster, making your life there obsolete. and to make more sense of this. the reason … the SOLE reason that we contemplate the existence of Hell is simply cus’ an angel got bored. even Jesus plans on visiting again. mistake me not. i am not trying to sway u. As mind numbing as the oasis is As youre fed on those silver platters with golden spoons i hope this entices you to keep the spoon and dig through those clouds back to reality….For your sake of course.. with my point proven i only have to ask u do u believe the hype now?

Prisoner in Heaven- a poem by Devonta Boston

Speak boldly: state the truth…yet wish no one into harm.
For what one does with deceit: another can do with charm.

Tell the world of your imagination and rely on your senses…yet you must take head against the warnings.
For you can be outspoken and feel truly free: but you may cease to live another morning.

Let your emotions show, and your feelings known…but do not wear them; put them were you can manage.
For your heart may be innocent and pure: But the goals of some are to take advantage.

So be all things [considerate,wise,young] that you are…nothing you are not.
For is you speak boldly within your aspect: you will always have found what you sought.

Speak boldly

Joy for Joy, and Pain for Pain:those who live by the power of hate.
You can not love those who are imperfect and hate others for their imperfections.
Who deserves hate?
For all are sinners and all have hurt and likewise have been hurt.
Love those… there fore you
Trust those… who show faith in you
Care for those… Those…
Those are the people who have hurt you…
Care for them, Show Kindness
Not Weakness
That you may prove witness to this love. Live by the power of love.
For you can not hate those for their imperfections and love others who are imperfect

Reciprocated- a poem I wrote